K-pop star Jonghyun's final letter, his death and the occult

A Korean pop star Jonghyun's death has been trending these past few days after his apparent suicide at the age of 27. They said it was carbon monoxide intoxication after investigators found coal briquettes burnt in a frying pan inside his apartment.

Before his death, he sent his sister several troubling text messages, with the final one saying: “It’s been too hard. Please send me off. Tell everyone I’ve had a hard time. This is my last goodbye.”

Jonghyun was a prominent figure in K-Pop. He was the lead singer of the popular group SHINee. Jonghyun then launched a solo career in 2015 and published a book entitled Skeleton Flower. His last public appearance was at his solo concert named “Inspired” on Dec. 10 in Seoul.

Years back, SHINee released a video called 'Lucifer' which indicated that K-Pop was infiltrated by the agenda of the occult elite. The song described the singers as being “under the spell of Lucifer”. According to Vigilant Citizen, a  line from the song aptly described the fate of K-Pop stars stuck in an oppressive industry.

Jonghyun was signed with SM Entertainment, a Korean company that was often accused of abusing and exploiting K-Pop artists.

Jonghyun is one of several South Korean stars who took their lives at a young age. In 2009, actress Jang Ja-Yeon  killed herself by hanging. She left a suicide note explaining how she was beaten and forced to entertain and have sex with several program directors, CEOs and media executives. Several other celebrities committed suicide including singer and actor Park Yong Ha, model Daul Kim and actress Jeong Da Bin.
 
Jonghyun’s death at age 27 makes him the latest addition to the infamous 27 Club, the group of late singers who died at the young age of 27. The 27 Club includes Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain and Amy Winehouse. Nearly every one of them died in bizarre circumstances.

Here is his final letter where he wrote about his dark mental state:

I’m broken on the inside.
The depression that slowly gnawed away at me eventually devoured me.
I couldn’t overcome it.
I hated myself. I resolved to hold on to memories and shouted at myself to come to my senses, but there was no answer.
If there is no way to relieve stifling breath, it’s better to just stop.
I asked who can be responsible for me.
It’s only you.
I was utterly alone.
It’s easy to say you’re going to end things.
It’s hard to actually end things.
I lived with that difficulty this whole time.
You told me that I wanted to escape.
That’s right. I wanted to escape.
From me.
From you.
You asked who is over there. I said it was me. I said it was me again. And I said it was me again.
I asked why I keep forgetting my memories. You told me it was because of my personality. I see. I see that everything is my fault in the end.
I hoped that people would notice but nobody knew. You never met me so of course you would not know I was there.
You asked why I live. Just because. Just because. Everyone just lives just because.
If you ask why people die, they would probably say it’s because they’re exhausted.
I suffered and agonized about it. I never learned how to turn this pain into happiness.
Pain is just pain.
I tried to push myself past it.
Why? Why am I keeping myself from putting an end to it all?
I was told to search for the reason why it hurts.
I know all too well. I’m hurting because of me. It’s all my fault, because I was born this way.
Doctor, is this what you wanted to hear?
No. I didn’t do anything wrong.
When you told me in that calm voice that it’s because of my personality, I thought how easy it must be to be a doctor.
It’s almost fascinating, that it hurts this much. People that have it harder than me seem to get along just fine. People weaker than me get along just fine. But that must not be true. Among the people in this world, no one has it harder than me, and no one is weaker than me.
But I still tried to live.
I asked myself why I had to do so hundreds of times, and it was never for me. It was for you.
I wanted to do something for me.
Please stop telling me things you don’t understand.
You tell me to figure out why I’m having a hard time. I told you several times why. Am I not allowed to be this sad just for those reasons? Does it have to be more specific and dramatic? Do I need to have better reasons?
I already told you. Were you even listening? Things you can overcome don’t remain as scars.
I guess I was not meant to confront the world.
I guess I was not meant to lead a life in the public eye.
That’s why it was hard. Confronting the world, and being in the public eye. Why did I make those decisions. It’s ridiculous.
It’s great that I even made it this far.
What more can I say. Just tell me I did well.
Tell me I did well enough and that I went through a lot.
Even if you can’t smile while sending me off, don’t say it’s my fault.
You did well.
You really went through a lot.
Goodbye.

*If our eyes were to be opened to see what goes on behind the scene in the entertainment industry...Believe it or not, there is a whole lot of occult activities going on in there. The devil uses music, movies and the media generally to serve his purpose. These people sell sex, drugs, violence...and yes, the occult to the masses. They preach to you that money (Mammon) is god; that money is everything. Yes, watch the videos! Listen to the lyrics! You think it's just art? No. They are passing a message. They are selling to the masses a demonic mentality and the people are buying it. They are poisoning the hearts of the people and inciting them again st God.

These people present to you all the allures of a 'good', luxurious life but do you know their personal battles? Do you know what these artistes have to do to stay relevant. Some sold their souls, some their bodies, some their faith in exchange for the things of this world and then you sit down there and envy them and probably cite them as examples of successful people?!

Don't cite Beyonce as an an example of success to me, not Jay-z, not Lady Gaga, not Rihanna, not Nicki Minaj, not Wizkid, not Davido. Give me Don Moen, Frank Edwards, Sinach etc cos real success comes from God and glorifies not the flesh but only God.