Woman narrates how a wrong click plunged her life into deep 'sexual mess'

"I’m not being dramatic when I say that one wrong click changed my life...

...I was instantly taken to a world of seeing men and women treating each other like animals, depicting abusive sex. What I saw shocked me, but I couldn’t bring

myself to click away from the site because of how the images made me feel.

I started going back to it again and again and it quickly started to twist my perception of what was supposed to be love. The images were burned into my mind and I couldn’t get them out.

Soon, it became a regular part of my daily life to watch and read pornography. Up until that point in my life, there was no void in my life that I felt I needed to fill. Until I found that website.

Then it was like I was constantly trying to satisfy something I couldn’t fill.

At the age of 15, I started to become scared of myself. I felt nothing; I felt like I couldn’t fully care for people, for my body, for my mind, or for my heart.

I just felt numb and hollow all the time. I viewed everyone around me, including myself, as objects. Nobody really mattered except for what I saw in porn...

...I just want to let anyone else who is struggling with porn to know that you don’t have to cry because you failed last night or today.

You don’t have to feel alone in your weakest moments or empty at the end of each day. Find a group, find good friends, and find yourself. You can and will win the fight."

*Facts about porn prevalence among women:

1)30 percent of all data transferred across the Internet is porn.

2) The porn industry is one of the fastest growing industries in the world, with a net worth of $97 billion, with the U.S. coming in at over $10 billion.

3) Porn sites get more visitors each month than Netflix, Amazon, and Twitter combined.

4) 76% of 18 to 30-year-old American women report that they watch porn at least once a month.

5) Three percent of all women say they either thought they might be addicted or are unsure if they are addicted to pornography. This equates to three million women.

The accessibility of pornography in our hypersexualized culture has trapped many in the addiction.

FRC

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